IN RELATION TO RELATIONSHIPS

GREETINGS,

IF THE TERM "RELATIONSHIP" IS TECHNICALLY DEFINED AS A "CONNECTION BETWEEN PARTICIPANTS", WHY DO WE ASSUME MORE OFTEN THEN NOT THAT THIS IS OR SHOULD BE ROMANTIC? ARE WE NOT IN A SOCIAL RELATIONSHIP WITH FRIENDS OR IS THE FELLOWSHIP SHARED BETWEEN FAMILIES ANY DIFFERENT ? IN MY OPINION, WE ARE ALL IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH EACH OTHER. LET US PUT MORE THOUGHT OR VALUE INTO OURSELVES AND THOSE WE CARE ABOUT BY THINKING BEYOND THE VAGUE LABEL OF "RELATIONSHIP". THE QUESTION IS "IN EACH RELATIONSHIP, WHO ARE WE TO EACH OTHER?"

GOD BLESS,

JEF

She Can't Read by Jep

She said she cant read... that's funny I remember in high school how she would read the books out loud in class when Ms. Wilson would call her out... Ms. Wilson was so hot... Damn... I miss her... I hope she never reads this though... I wouldn't want her to think I was a pervvy... Or whatever you wanna call me... Anyways oh high school... that sophomore year changed my life... I don't really feel I should get into all the details... Im really just rambling on about whatever floats into my cerebellum... this is a free write essentially... and I feel that you readers would benefit from it the most if I really just did say whatever came to my mind... There's a lot up there... theres always too much up there... sometimes i feel like giving some of them away... but I don't know how to do that... maybe if the creators could show me... how to give them away through brains... brains I said it BRAINS... she cant read me... she cant read it... she cant read shit... what a girl... she cant read it... thats ok it doesn't matter... sometimes people are the hardest books you'll ever come across... I for one will pride myself if I ever become so unreadable... How about you eat something out of fridge... If you're up this early in the morning you might as well just stuff your face with something... its healthy I promise Robert Downey Jr. told me... seriously...

HORNZ... I remember a girl who descrived the act of being horny in this way... she said "I'm hornz, who wants to get some tonight? first one to give me a call gets it!" Of course she was joking or was she? Sometimes I know some of these girls just wants the attention they want the feeling that every guy is fighting for her that "Oh how funny it is..." BS BS BS BS BS... you know? Funny my asshole! Booger bojangles of America well call me Kanye Breast... lol Ha that didn't even make sense but you know what say it out loud... you'll laugh hard if youre in the same zombiatic stone walled ghost colored faced as I am...

I'm tired... I might post again... lets see how much just comes back after some Coca Cola

Jep Martin Loberiza

Night & Mermen by Jep

So I guess I'm sleep depriven... yeah I dont care I dont care that its not a word... you get the point... I mean I feel like a zombie right now staring aimlessly at the cream walls of my apartment slowly panning my head around trying to focus on something anything... It just doesnt work I guess... Therse only so many hours you can go without sleep before your eyes start to hate you and want to jump out of your face and find a nother owner like probably a dead guy since he wouldnt need his eyes anyways... those eyes would be able to just sleep and hide under their lids and he uber tireless...

Bliss Bliss Bliss oh how I miss miss miss the sun kissed kissed kissed bodies on the beaches...
Where the waves slowly creep up...
Crashing down like a heap of...
Water pounds in the deep end...
Hear the sound nothings deeper...
Than the plans of the people...
Underneath in the deep end...
Talking merman in our sleep and...
They come out by our feet...
While we dream and dream and dream and they just watch,
They just stare but we don't know that they are there,
They just sit and they just listen even though they understand nothing,
They breathe deep while they leak
Since they need the water in them
They need hums they need songs
Just so that they can keep up to the sounds all around
Cause that's what they go feed on
Is it wrong for the song to just go and change the beat up
What if it's loud clashing sounds screams and deep heart beats then?
What if it changes someone arranges
Some new rules some new games and...
If its right if its wrong it not much matters
Its the song, its the sounds, it all changes
The tables turned were all rearranged then hear the song
Its not ours its the mermans'
Singing bars he's all nice
He's all fair he's got something hiding there
In the dark while he watches while you sing he just stares
Yes its done now yes its change time
Now its all about to rain down
Its his world its his play ground
You're at fault you're afraid now
But its just dreams or so you think
Don't wish you had a sink?
To drain it all
Let it fall
Down the holes of no tomorrows and gone for all the calls
Its no more
Don't be afraid its just a dream that humans made
Is it true is it right are we that simple is it that nice?
It will be over like I said
The mermans' waiting for us to bed, no more us just them see, we are no longer to be.
Good night world, good night me, good night you, no more see...


Just the sea.


Jep Martin Loberiza


...

Journey to Plastic Beach

GORILLAZ!



Enjoy the creativity!

AS A FAN...

GREETINGS,

FROM A FANATIC PERSPECTIVE, ONE OF THE BEST WRITTEN, RECORDED, ARRANGED, PRODUCED, MARKETED AND COMMERCIALIZED MUSIC ALBUMS OF MY GENERATION IS AMERICAN GANGSTER. IN MY OPINION, THIS PRODUCT AS A WHOLE WAS PRESENTED QUITE COHESIVELY AND FLAWLESSLY KEPT THE INTEGRITY OF THE ALBUM THROUGHOUT ITS EVOLUTION. SOUNDTRACK TO A MOVIE, RECORDED BY ARGUABLY A LEGENDARY ARTIST, SEAMLESSLY PRODUCED WITH NOSTALGIC BUT INNOVATIVE SOUNDS AND WAS SOLD AS A PACKAGE NOT AVAILABLE ON ITUNES! AS COMPLICATED OR DIFFICULT AS THIS MAY BE TO MAKE ALBUMS IN THE WAY OF THIS AMERICAN GANGSTER, I THINK IT IS A GOOD PROCESS TO FILTER OUT MEDIOCRITY IN MUSIC. LET US TAKE A NOTE FROM THE FILM INDUSTRY. ACTORS ARE OFTEN CHOSEN TO PLAY A PART. ALTHOUGH THEY ARE FREE TO AUDITION FOR ANY ROLE, THE FINAL DECISIONS STILL LAY WITH THE PRODUCERS. THERE ARE NO GUARANTEES FOR AN ACTOR SO THEY MUST STAY SHARP. TODAY ACTING REMAINS A JOB FOR HIRE. WHITE MUSIC HAS BECOME JUST A LUCRATIVE HOBBY MANY OF US.

GOD BLESS,

JEF

THE POWER OF YOUR MIND

GREETINGS,

THOUGHTS ARE THE DISEASE AND CURE OF LIFE. BE MINDFUL OF YOUR IDEAS, WORDS AND ACTIONS WHICH ARE THE FIGURATIVE DOCTORS INSIDE US. ALWAYS STAND BEFORE ANY PAIN AND SUFFERING BUT WALK TOWARD THE REMEDY. ACKNOWLEDGING YOUR SETBACK IS HALFWAY FORWARD TO THE REMISSION OF ANY SICKNESS. BE STRONG, GET SMART AND STAY HEALTHY.

GOD BLESS, JEF

Highlights and Lipsticks by Jep

Highlights and Lipsticks, that’s what we need. Times that define everything about everything. Lipsticks like lips that stick. “What the hell is he talking about?” The hell is that if we don’t have these things we will be sad more or less. Sad why? Well think of it this way; you live your whole life out everything having already been decided... living a life that was planned... boring... and average. A life that you did what you were told and you did it with excellence... but what is excellence without the satisfaction? I wouldn’t go as far as saying that it was all a waste of time but it could have been better. I often feel sad for the people who really have no direction at all in life... they go along “the path” of an everyday American meaning that they they’re born, then raised... schooled and then it comes to the point of college and what your life is going to be like so you pick a school. What is your major? Well I’ll assume it’s something like business, or communications, or marketing, or accounting, or some normal ass bullshit like that. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve asked people what they want to do in their life and most of the time I hear shit like “run a business.” For creator’s sake at least find a type of business don’t be so blind by following the flow of the American world. Trust me there is a place for you and hell it really might be that you’re supposed to be an accountant or a “business wo/man” or a marketer or whatever.


All I’m saying is don’t you want the highlights? Where are the highlights in your life? Where’s the part of the story about you getting lost in the amazon and finding a secret temple? Where’s the part of the story of how you flew to Paris and met that special person you fell in love with and are going to marry? Where’s is your FUCKING story? Life has too much potential to allow yourself to be normal and a boring piece of shit you know what I mean? I really do mean to be offensive with the language because I want you to understand and comprehend how serious this is to your life. Fuck you for being normal. Fuck you for doing what someone else told you to do. Fuck you for not being creative. Fuck you for not thinking. Fuck you for your boring repetitive nature. Fuck you for trying to fit into a system. Fuck you. Now I hope this encourages you do try a little harder and do more for yourself. That’s all I’m really asking for, just do for yourself, be a little bit selfish every now and then and do exactly what you want to do. Be brave, be the monster that you are and eat the world for it is yours and yours forever.


Now lipstick, lipstick, lipstick... and how beautiful it is on a woman; am I right? or am I right! Why lipstick? Why is it important? Look at the two words in the word, lip and stick. Now imagine lips and then lips sticking to each other. That would be known as a kiss. A kiss usually means someones’ display of affection except in cases like Judas and Jesus but anyways think of it as a display of affection towards another. Now you ask me why is this important? It is, it really is and it is so because of our need for love. Everyone reading this I’m sure wants to be loved one way or another... we all want that significant other most of the time whether if its for marriage, or a long term relationship or just for a couple months or an ongoing fling or a couple hours out of the night thing, doesn’t matter. We all want to be noticed and cared for, its just that some of us play harder to get. Point is love is one of the most important things we humanically (yes I invented that word) have to offer. We all neglect it sometimes and deny it form others. I myself really attempt to give everyone the most I can but so many times I’m sure you’ve given it but for some reason it’s minimally if at all reciprocated. It hurts but I know I know but don’t worry there’s someone that’t looking for you too so step your highlight reel up and bring in the cattle lets be monsters and let the prey pray. Go team you and may you win, always.


Let's Win, Always.


Jep Martin Loberiza

THE HUMILITY OF HELP.

GREETINGS,

ALTHOUGH THERE IS A SENSE OF PRIDE THAT FEEDS OUR EGO BY CHOOSING TO LIVE INDEPENDENTLY AND SURVIVE SELF SUFFICIENTLY IN ANY SITUATION, WE MUST ALLOW OURSELVES THE PRIVILEGE OF TAKING OUTSIDE HELP BECAUSE ONCE DIFFICULTY SURPASSES ABILITY THROUGH AGE, TIME AND CHANGING CIRCUMSTANCE; HUMBLY BEING RESOURCEFUL, ACCEPTING INABILITY AND SHARING OUR HOPES, FEARS, LAUGHTER OR TEARS WITH THOSE AROUND CAN MEAN THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SUCCESS, FAILURE, LIFE AND DEATH SO LET US TAKE COMMAND OF DESTINY, MARCH FAITHFULLY ALONG SIDE OUR FELLOW MAN/WOMAN WHILE LIVING AN INDEPENDENT BUT RESOURCEFUL LIFE.

GOD BLESS, JEF

Passion Hopefully Passing By.

Hearts beating, minds racing.

Lust, passion, perhaps love?

No, I won’t let myself fall into this trap.

You control my mind with your accent.

You control my body with your sensuality.

You control my heart with your romance.

I want to grab you, yet I control myself.

You want to thrust, yet you meditate your mind.

8 hours of lust, 3 days a week, our lust makes us animals in this concrete jungle.

Everyone is against us.

Someone knows, but who?

Will it stop us?

Never, your body will soak up my desire until it is dry.

To you, my heart can never lie.

Ideal by Jep

The man with the perfect tie and the perfect suit with the perfect shoes had the perfect wife. She was beautiful. When she smiled everyone saw it, she caught all eyes, even the peripherals made their way to her.

Even after she died, the Man had her, he always had her. He poisoned himself with her. So that when he opened his eyes, she was all he saw. It was tragic because he only spoke of her no matter which woman came his way he spoke to them as if they were her. He even called them her name. There was no distinction anymore everything was the same. He lost his mind. He lost it in delight and with happiness because he did not want to know of anything other than her. When he made love to another women, he didn't make love to her, he made love to his wife. When he took women out, he took his wife to the finest places, her favorites always.

Life was simple. He had her. That was all and that was all he knew.



By Jep

The Cerebral Development Reading Collective by Jep

The Cerebral Development Reading Collective is basically a book club. I want everyone to be able to see as much as I see and who knows maybe you may see other things I do not and discover things about yourself you have never known before. I have chosen various works of art for you to read up on. This collective selection of books are to expand your mind and develop it into a thinking machine. I want people to be able to have boundless ideas and thoughts; Things that society has conditioned us not create, we are not simple, we are not zombies. We are hungry beautiful monsters and our minds need a feast.

I hope that you at least try some of these books and this will be an ongoing mission to bring in new people into this collective group and bring them into the light of wonder and mind expansion that they deserve. We all deserve to have the doors unlocked and our imaginations let loose.

Here I have provided you with a list of books to start reading up on:



The Next 100 Years: A Forecast for the 21st Century George Friedman







[Synopsis] A fascinating, eye-opening and often shocking look at what lies ahead for the U.S. and the world from one of our most incisive futurists.

In his thought-provoking new book, George Friedman, founder of STRATFOR—the preeminent private intelligence and forecasting firm—focuses on what he knows best, the future. Positing that civilization is at the dawn of a new era, he offers a lucid, highly readable forecast of the changes we can expect around the world during the twenty-first century all based on his own thorough analysis and research. For example, The U.S.-Jihadist war will be replaced by a new cold war with Russia; China’s role as a world power will diminish; Mexico will become an important force on the geopolitical stage; and new technologies and cultural trends will radically alter the way we live (and fight wars). Riveting reading from first to last, The Next 100 Years is a fascinating exploration of what the future holds for all of us. [By B&N]



Cosmos Carl Sagan







[Synopsis] The best-selling science book ever published in the English language, COSMOS is a magnificent overview of the past, present, and future of science. Brilliant and provocative, it traces today's knowledge and scientific methods to their historical roots, blending science and philosophy in a wholly energetic and irresistible way. [By B&N]



Empire of the Summer Moon S.C. Gwyne







[Synopsis] A stunning historical account of the battle between Comanche Indians and white settlers for control of the American West—-in the tradition of Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee. [By B&N]




I hope you will enjoy these as I have. I hope to eventually bring in a new book every week or two. Let the learning begin.

Also if you have any recommendations for the Collective, please email me @ mindudoumind@gmail.com



Enjoy your discoveries,



Jep Martin Loberiza

A CAT'S SECRET TO 9 LIVES...

GREETINGS,

FINDING, REALIZING, ACCEPTING AND UTILIZING MY ABILITIES, DISABILITIES, CAPABILITIES AND INABILITIES ABOVE, UNDER, BESIDE AND BEHIND EVERY, ANY AND ALL OPPORTUNITIES IS THE DIRECTION, MOTIVE, PURPOSE AND REASON FOR SURVIVAL, EXISTENCE, LIVING AND THRIVING MANY LIFETIMES IN SUCCESSION WHILE I CONTINUE TO REMAIN IN THIS ONE MIND, BODY, SPIRIT AND SOUL.

GOD BLESS, JEF

HATE

GREETINGS,

NAÏVE ARE THOSE WHO HAVE LOST HOPE IN HATE OVER TIME. THEY FAIL TO SEE THAT THERE CAN BE NO LOVE WITHOUT HATE. OPPRESSION IS NOT ONLY A DISTANT PROBLEM FOR THIRD WORLD SOCIETIES IN THE PAST. THIS AND MANY OTHER FORMS OF PREJUDICE ARE CLEAR TO VICTIMS OF HATE EVERYWHERE. WE MAY NO LONGER SPEAK OR ACT ON OUR ENTITLED OPINIONS. BUT THOUGHTS OF CONDEMNATION STILL LINGERS ON THE MIND. IN A FREE WORLD, PEOPLE PAY THE PRICE. THE RIGHTS THAT WE PURCHASED COME WITH FREEDOM. THEREFORE, WE ARE ABLE TO LIKE, LOVE AND HATE MUCH AS WE DESIRE. IN LIFE, I HAVE SEEN MANY EXAMPLES THAT PROVE MY CONCERN. IN EVERY ENVIRONMENT AND AT ANY GIVEN TIME, MY PRESENCE HAS BEEN FROWNED UPON. THE WEAK PHYSICAL APPEARANCE THAT I SEEM TO PUT FORWARD IS OFTEN TAKEN QUITE OFFENSIVELY. STIFF UPPER LIPS ON MY RIGHT, SNARES TO THE LEFT AND SOMETIMES A SHARP BLANK STARE FOLLOWED BY INNOCENT BUT UNNECESSARY COMMENTS OF DISAPPROVAL IS NORMAL TO ME. HOWEVER, THERE IS LITTLE TO NO CHOICE. DEDUCTIVE REASONING AND MAJORITY RULES WILL NOT ALLOW ME TO IGNORE THEM. IF EVERYONE IS RIGHT, I MUST BE WRONG. SOMEHOW AND IN MANY WAYS, I HAVE LEARNED NOT TO STRUGGLE, FIGHT OR ARGUE. WISDOM FROM PAST EXPERIENCES REMINDS ME THAT A WAR WITH SOCIETY IS WINLESS AT BEST. SO, IF I MAY OBLIGE, A FIGURATEVLY BURNING QUESTION THAT PLAGUES ME TO MY CORE IS SIMPLY, WHY? AMONG ALL THE MISFORTUNES ONE CAN CROSS IN A DAY, WHY MUST WE BURDEN OURSELVES HEAVIER WITH CRITISIZM? DO WE LIVE IN FEAR OF OUR NEIGHBOR THAT HE MAY CHALLENGE US? AS CREATURES OF THE SAME KIND, MUST WE ALWAYS BE GREATER THAN THE NEXT? OVER A LIFETIME, VIRTUE HAS ALLOWED ME TO REALIZE THESE TRUTHS ABOUT OUR RESPECTIVE CULTURES. HOWEVER, REALIZING AND UNDERSTANDING ARE WORLDS APART. ONE CAN SEE A FAULT BUT NOT NECESSARILY RECOGNIZE ITS VALUE. IN FACT, THE CONSIQUENCES OF OUR PREJUDICE HAS CONTINUED TO FADE INTO THE SKY OF POPULAR PUBLIC OPINION. OUR MINDS HAVE WEAKEND SO TRAGICALLY THAT WE OFTEN REFUSE TO THINK FOR OURSELVES WHILE DETRIMENTALLY RELYING ON FALSE STEREOTYPES OF IGNORANCE. IN THE END, STUPID IS THE NEW COOL BECAUSE DUMMIES NOW RULE.

GOD BLESS,

JEF

SURVIVE, LIVE AND THRIVE...

GREETINGS,

LIVE ON DREAMS
SURVIVE OFF FANTASIES

LIVE ON LOVE
SURVIVE OFF HATE

LIVE ON COMFORT
SURVIVE OFF PAIN

LIVE ON EXCITEMENT
SURVIVE OFF DISAPPOINTMENT

LIVE ON SOUND
SURVIVE OFF NOISE

LIVE ON EXPERIENCE
SURVIVE OFF THEORY

LIVE ON SUCCESS
SURVIVE OFF FAILURE

LIVE ON WINNING
SURVIVE OFF LOSING

LIVE ON RESOLVE
SURVIVE OFF CONFLICT

LIVE ON STRENGTH
SURVIVE OFF WEAKNESS

LIVE ON THE BEST
SURVIVE OFF THE WORST

LIVE ON FAITH
SURVIVE OFF BELIEF

LIVE ON NUTRIENTS
SURVIVE OFF NOURISHMENT

LIVE ON EASE
SURVIVE OFF DIFFICULTY

LIVE ON LIFE
SURVIVE OFF DEATH

WHAT DO YOU LIVE ON?
WHAT HAVE YOU SURVIVED OFF?

GOD BLESS,

JEF

The Constraint of Lust.

You whisper in my ear while the big brother is watching.

Caressing my thigh behind the counter.

Longing for the clock to strike 12.

We dare not speak.

As the clock ticks and we shut down.

The room is dark and everyone is gone.

We sneak into our cave.

Our bodies filled with 8 hours of lust and desire.

You seize my body, but not my heart.

We go our separate ways.

You walk back to your life of fiction

I walk back to my life of truth.

Is it the constraint or forbiddance that fuels our passionate crime?

No one knows our little secret.

I’ll see you tomorrow.

And I promise I’ll be on time.

RIDE THE WAVES THAT ARE HERE AND NOW

GREETINGS, OUR DEEPEST QUEST IN SEARCH FOR AN AMAZING MEANING TO LIFE CAN BE QUITE SUPERFICIAL, SIMPLISTIC OR NAÏVE BECAUSE ALTHOUGH EVERYTHING HOLDS REASON AND EVERYONE BARES A PURPOSE, LIKE A SHARK PREYING ON ITS VICTIM, WE MUST REMAIN FOCUSED ON TODAY. WE CANNOT LET WAVES OF CURIOSITY, HIGH TIDAL INSECURITY OR RISING FEAR DISTRACT US FROM DAILY LIVING WITH POSSIBILITIES OF DYING. TODAY, HERE AND NOW LET US TAKE ON OUR METAPHORIC ISLAND OF A BODY BY STORM. WEATHER EACH CLIMATE IN SEASON, SURF EVERY RIPPING WAVE WHILE CAREFULLY NOTICING, LEARNING AND STUDYING ALL CHARACTERISTICS OF ITS KIND…

REMEMBER, NOT THERE OR LATER BUT HERE AND NOW. GOD BLESS, JEF

Corniness off a Cliff: In 3 Parts

Part 1

Getting lost in deep chestnut pools

Entering a new universe of you.

Fire overwhelms the essence.

Tantamount the fish swim in nebula concurrently.

I’ll see you over the rainbow.

Dancing with the stars.

Tip toeing on the moon.

Laying in the clouds while you gently embrace my cocoa buttery skin.

In this dream called us.

Part 2

I hate your games.

Loosing my breath, so I do not sleep.

Loosing my mind, so I dare not think.

Loosing my heart to another, and I have no choice.

My heart is gone, but I have no voice.

Take it easy on me, as this is the beginning.

You took my body, so why are you daunting.

I watched my step until I fell.

Now I am truly your little dancing belle.

Part 3

The rush ends swiftly.

My heart finally sees a picture of the real boy.

A boy who loves his own chesnut pools rather than my oceans.

A boy who opens the door…. For himself.

I waited in the wings for no one to show.

Never expect more than the minimum.

This dream was a mere illusion.

Focus on the light, let the simple fish swim away.

Perform, turn it on, and move on with the day.

Smarminess disgusts me.

And I will swim in the seas of loneliness forever…

"Down Down Down Down" by Jep

"Down Down Down Down"

It seems such a downer to see that one word be put together four times in a row doesn't it?

Not to me... or well I mean being the person that I am, I can see the phrase meaning more than just one thing. The tone in which it is being used could already set it apart from itself. For and example... Down Down Down Down could be used in a song dictating a dance move perhaps... It could also be used as a command telling your soldiers to get on the ground to evade fire... It could be used to describe your feelings... Point is open your eyes and look at everything 360 x infinity insides and out. All over.

Jep

DO FOR SELF...

GREETINGS,

INSPIRATION OFTEN NEEDS TO BE GUIDED WHILE MOTIVATION CAN ONLY DRIVEN FROM AMBITION WITHIN. LIFE CHANGING EXPERIENCES FROM OUR PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS TO DAILY EVENTS WILL AFFECT OUR CHANGING NECESSITIES AND DESIRES. ONE IS LEAD TO BE INSPIRED BUT MUST BECOME AND STAY MOTIVATED. AS INDIVIDUALS, WE MAY FIND CAUSES IN COMMON PLACES HOWEVER, THE EFFECTS WILL ALWAYS BE UNIQUE. DO NOT WISH THE SUCCESSES OR FAILURES OF OTHERS UPON YOURSELF EXPECTING THE SAME RESULT. RECEIVE INSPIRATION, KEEP MOTIVATION AND USE AMBITION TO ACHIEVE YOUR PERSONAL GOALS.

GOD BLESS,

JEF

HOW TO BE A SUPERHERO...

IMAGE COURTESY OF DIALFORBLOG.COM
GREETINGS,

(SUPERMAN-CLARK KENT, BATMAN-BRUCE WAYNE AND SPIDERMAN-PETER PARKER) THEIR INDIVIDUAL STORIES APPEAL TO US BECAUSE COMIC SUPER HEROES CAN DEFY LAWS OF GRAVITY, PUSH HUMAN ABILITY BEYOND ITS LIMITS AND MOST IMPORTANTLY BREAK STEREOTYPES OF THEIR ALTER EGOS. SIMILARLY, WE ARE ALL CHAMPIONS IN OUR OWN RIGHTEOUS WAYS OF LIVING WHETHER OR NOT YOU, THEY OR I CHOOSE TO ACCEPT THIS ROLE. IN OUR OWN SMALL WAY, FROM INSPIRING WORDS OF WISDOM, THOUGHTFUL ENCOURAGEMENT AND SIMPLY A HELPING-HAND ADDS COLOR TO OUR WORLD. AS A PERSONAL ILLUSTRATION OF THIS IDEA, HERE IS MY EXAMPLE:

I WAS THE ONLY FULLY DISABLED BASKETBALL ATHLETE EVER TO PLAY FOR MY JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL, FIRST HANDICAPPED TO GET A LICENSE AT MY LOCAL DMV AND GOT TO PLAY LEAD GUITAR WITH MY PROSTHETIC LEG AT AN N*E*R*D* CONCERT IN SAN FRANCISCO BY FORCING MY WAY THROUGH A VIOLENTLY HYPED CROWD NOT SETTLING FOR A BACK SEAT TICKET SO ALTHOUGH THERE ARE MORE SERIOUS CHALLENGES ON THIS EARTH, IN YOUR OWN UNIQUE, LARGE OR LITTLE WAY, IF JUSTICE DOES NOT SERVE YOU RIGHT IN SOCIETY, YOU MUST BREAK THE RULES, SET A STANDARD AND WRITE YOUR OWN LAWS!

GOD BLESS,

JEF

RESPECT TRADITION, CELEBRATE INNOVATION

vs

"UOMO VITRUVIANO"

BY LEONARDO DA VINCI

VS

"PRODUCTIVE CIRCULARITY"

BY ME

SO THIS IS ROCK BOTTOM...

IMAGE COURTESY OF www.cronborgart.com
GREETINGS,

FIGURATIVELY, ABOVE EVERY ROCK BOTTOM LIES A TRAIL OF STEPPING STONES. SIMILARLY, FAILURE NEVER HAS TO BE ALONE OR THE END RESULT. ANY AND EVERY SETBACK OR DOWNFALL IN LIFE IS AN OPPORTUNITY. WALK AWAY, DO NOT BE CRUSHED BY THE BOULDERS OF PAIN AND SUFFERING . WITH EACH STEP OR EVERY CLIMB, EXPLORE. STUDY THE LAND WHILE LEARNING FROM YOUR EXPERIENCES. RETURN TO GLORY, LIFT UP AND PUSH FORWARD PAST THE TRAIL. STAY ON COURSE MY FRIENDS, BECAUSE THE VIEW CAN BE BETTER ON TOP.

GOD BLESS,

JEF

"Mental Lapses Into the World Of the Skies I" by Jep

Note to Reader, The music links below had inspired me to write this piece it may be nice to listen to the music and read at the same time to relax yourself. Thanks.

Time seems to elude me when I become myself in this state that I'm in... I fall into a trance and I fall staring at nothing or well at least I'm sure that's what other people see when they look at me sitting in the corner of a cafe just dosing off looking into a direction not looking at the screen but they see my fingers dart and poke at the board with letters on them...

What they don't know is that I feel that moment. Every second of the day seems normal, what you and I feel most of the time... The truth is we're walking aimlessly most of the time, more or less I believe and you really don't completely know it because you're distracted with some task what really does nothing for you in the long run life wise...

Life wise...

Everything seems so ladder climbing... and mountain peaking... moves you make to flourish and guarantee your success... school education to make things work out in this imagined world... People who create and decide the needs and generate the wants and all the material things... It seems great I don't argue that... but I've always wondered what the point of it all is... when you realize that having the newest shoes means nothing but a momentary adoration of something; even though you yourself my actually very well like it and enjoy its' company; you begin to wonder what else is just the same... What is the same... Is everything the same? Is everything just a thing occupying space and time... a page or a sentence or a line or a word in the book of your life...

Well anyways life wise... I've said it but I haven't explained it...

An age old questions, "What is the meaning of life?"

There is no answer to that. We can make things up to give us direction... and even though there are a million things to life I still feel like there's something more... but maybe I'm wrong... Maybe there really isn't and we are supposed to choose what piece we are on this playground. On this big rock with metal and brick walls and big pools of blue water.

It's all up for thinking and the more you think about it the more you feel alone... but everyone actually is alone most of the time. No matter how many times you're out with your friends or with your family... you're still alone because no one will ever really feel what you feel. There is no other you to know you and say "I know exactly how you feel and you know why I can say that? It's because I'm you and you are me and we can see what each other sees." It's all plain as day and the only problem is that you don't want to believe it. It's normal to not wanting to believe it. So many are lost, so many are just in denial. It's easy to go with what's in front of you... presented to you in such an easy manor all you have to do is say yes to it.. but that feeling will come and you'll ask yourself... "What else is there?"

Let me know when you find the answer because I assure you... I'd like to know.

Thoughts Inspired by Alexandre Desplat's "Meeting Daisy" & "Sunrise on Pontchartrain"










Enjoy,

Jep

"Old Enough" by Jep

"I'm Old enough!" she said.

"I'm old enough for lots of things... I can do exactly what I want whenever I want, there's no one to say what I am to and not to, do you understand?"

I just nodded. Swallowed everything she fed me no matter how opinionated my mind was. I loved her but not this time. She was too young, her mind wasn't ready for me she was a young girl who thought she knew what the world was but she was wrong. She only saw what was on the surface of things... the water showed her reflection but she knew not how deep the pool was...

Jep

Pop Sickle Wrappers

Today (June 22) Venus will be biquintile with Pluto, creating an interesting vibe in the air. Pluto is like a dark whole, which is not even considered a planet anymore. Our astrological selves can get sucked in by Pluto, but pulled out by Venus. Venus represents art, love, and beauty. We may not be removed from the dark place (Pluto) by Venus, but Pluto may cause a Venus inspired event in our lives. As the partial lunar eclipse grows closer on the 26 of June, things will start to get stranger. On another note I’m glad someone at Dreyer’s thought of clear pop sickle wrappers. I hate unwrapping all of the pop sickles to find the color I like (LIME). Good night and good luck…

"When You..." Poem by Jep

When you hear that ringing in your ear...
When it's complete silence and you hear the crackling of the wooden floor panels and the random non-seqential lights flashing through your window; do you ever just pause...
Pause...
Pause...
Pause so unknowingly that you notice... and you notice so unexpectedly it ruins your breathing pattern... You try to pace the lungs again but you can't... You get scared

Scared that you may never figure out the sequence of inhales and exhales... that it may never be natural again as it was before... but you get distracted... thank the creator for your distraction... but damned the distraction... damn the distraction which is a thought... the thought that keeps you up all night... the thought that burns holes in your mind so deep and so heavy that you want to express it physically... but you can't...

You can't and you probably won't because you're too tired and lazy; it's been a long day but you don't want to think about that nonsense... you want to think about more important nonsense...
Nonsense like why... why does he or she if you're female... not just get it? Why cant s/he just be understanding... and just love me... I just want the love can they not see this? I work hard to be right and to be perfect...

You fail to realize or maybe its more of denial that you are really trying much too hard to push for what you want... sometimes you just have to say fuck it and leave it alone... then maybe later come back to it and it'll be yours... Yours to keep? maybe but highly unlikely... you never really get to keep things anymore... because if its not on you its somewhere else... then it belongs to the space it occupies... my shoes are mine but they are the floors when they are not on me...

I hate tomorrow and tonight and maybe yesterday too, well maybe not so much since it was yesterday and its over... but it does bring memories of being so I'm still undecided...

We'll think of things to make us happy... the thoughts of separating ourselves from ourselves seems so impossible but it really isnt... you forget you have a mind... your mind thinks and your thoughts take you away... you zone out... zoning out is your safari so explore the lands you know nothing of but you know everything about... why do you know so much? Is it because these were the things taught to you by the programmers? Who programs anyways?

We're machines that look prettier than all the other ones... just machines... robots who are impressionable and tell me you're not a robot... why are we robots? We do things but without meaning... we have no strategy for the answer of life... why are we working? why are we creating? just to do it?

I don't like being fixed... I'd rather stay broken and think the way I do... it's the only reason why I stay sane and sanity isnt always great because you'll believe him or her and what if that sanity is wrong... are you insane then? theres too many things to consider these days... too many obstacles and variables and things we should be avoiding... so much lined yellow tape... and borders that dont exist... who's to say we need to do something to to become something?

You're fine you're here already... just keep going and maybe youll find it... the answer to the meaning of life that is... I have yet to find the answer although I have my theories... but thats for another writing... so sleep, close your eyes... and dream what I just dreamt... I'm sharing with you.

Jep Martin Loberiza

My Girlfriend's Friend: Short Story

My Girlfriend's Friend: Short Story

Girl 1 is best friends with Girl 2. They have another close friend Gay Boy.
Best friends growing up from kindergarten through college and even work at the same company.
Girl 1 & 2 do everything together and are inseparable and have Gay Boy along with them.
Girl 1 starts to discover her love for boys.
Girl 2 is not so much into boys.
Girl 1 and Girl 2 go out one night.
Girl 1 meets a boy whom she keeps secret from Girl 2 but tells Gay Boy.
Gay Boy knows all about various situations between Girl 1 and other boys.

Girl 2 begins to feel betrayed when Girl 1 leave their apartment without telling Girl 2.
Girl 2 stalks Girl 1 and finds the truth.
Girl 2 confronts Girl 1 about situation and asks to meet Boy.
Boy feels weird tension between himself and Girl 2.
Boy meets Gay Boy and asks about Girl 2.
Gay Boy reveals Girl 2's secrets plots again Girl 1's relationships with other boys.

Girl 2 begins plotting against Boy.
Boy goes through a series of obstacles that Girl 2 presents.
Boy and Girl 2 begin their war against each other.
Boy tries to talk to Girl 1 about the situation.
Girl 2 denies what is going on when confronted by Girl 1.
Girl 1 and Girl 2 argue and fight resulting in a fall out.
Girl 2 kills Boy "If I can't have her no one can."
Gay Boy kills Girl 2 in fight protecting Girl 1.

Jep Martin Loberiza

BETTER...NOT PERFECT.

GREETINGS,

PATIENCE IS A VIRTUE THAT CAN BENEFIT ANY WALK OF LIFE. FROM EVERY FAITHFUL BELIEVER IN RELIGION AMONG US TO PERSONS OF BOTH EVOLUTION AND CREATION, WE ALL WORSHIP A HIGHER PURPOSE. WHETHER ONE LIVES PURELY IN THE PHYSICAL SENSE OR IS OPEN TO THE POSSIBILITY OF DIVINE INTERVENTION, OUR BODIES, MINDS AND SPIRITS NEED MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE LIVING. BUT FOR EVERY REWARD THERE MUST BE A TASK. SO AS WE INVEST OUR TIME IN PRAYING, HOPING OR WORKING TOWARD A SPECIFIC GOAL, WE MUST ALWAYS THINK, RE-THINK BUT NEVER OVER-THINK. THE SOARING EAGLES OF GRACE AND FAVOR ARRIVE FASTER WITHOUT THE ADDED WEIGHT OF OUR ROCK SOLID ANTICIPATION OR STONE-COLD IMPATIENCE. 'PRAY' FOR YOUR GOD'S BLESSING BUT DO NOT 'PRY' ON HIS/HER/ITS, WILL. SO, "HOLD ON TO PROGRESSION UPWIND OF PERFECTION EACH STEP IN SUCCESSION".

GOD BLESS, JEF

MORTALITY

"...ALWAYS PREPARED, NEVER

READY...WE ARE ONLY HUMAN...:

"MAPQUEST-TO SUCCESS...

GREETINGS,

EVEN THE FAINTEST GLOW OF FAITH CAN ILLUMINATE OUR DARKEST FEARS TO ENLIGHTEN A NEW MIND STATE AS YOU MANIPULATE EVERY SHAPE OF DESTINY AND MANEUVER WITH ANY GIVEN FATE.

GOD BLESS,

JEF

DEATH OF A SOUL

GREETINGS,

SELF EXPRESSION IS ONE OF THE MOST VALUABLE PROCESSES I KNOW. BEYOND THE MOST VITAL MEDICAL PROCEDURE, ABOVE THE SCIENCE OF TECHNOLOGY AND MORE THAN THE BIRTH OF LIFE ITSELF, ARTISTIC CREATION CAN OFTEN BE MORE COMPELLING.THIS WAY OF THINKING, FEELING AND LIVING CAN LITERALLY BRING THE LOWEST SOUL RAISING HIM UP TO HIGH SPIRITS. BORN WITH A PHYSICAL AFFLICTION, THERE HAVE BEEN MANY HOPELESS MOMENTS FOR ME. FROM MANY SLEEPLESS NIGHTS FEELING TRAPPED IN A DISABLED BODY I LOATHED, COUNTLESS PAINFUL AND CHAOTIC PHYSICAL DILEMMAS WITH NO RESOLUTION IN SIGHT, TO SIMPLY FEELING INFERIOR AND LOST IN A CROWD OF ALIENS. AS I SUFFERED, WEAKENED AND WAS NEARLY DEFEATED, I WOKE UP TO A DREAM. IN THIS FANTASY, I RULED THE LAND WITH A SIMPLE PEN AND PAD. BEGINNING WITH AN AIMLESS SKETCH WAITING TO RECOVER FROM SURGERY, I DEVELOPED INTO THE SUPERHERO THAT MY CONFIDENCE AND SELF ESTEEM CLAIMS TO BE TODAY. WITH A LITTLE BIT OF PRAYER AND LOTS OF PRACTICE, I TURNED MY BACK TO THE WORLD AND DESIGNED MY OWN. SINCE THEN, I'VE NEVER LOOKED BACK. GAINING A BIT OF WISDOM ALONG, THESE ARE MY RULES AND THIS IS MY STORY. TO BE CREATIVE, ONE MUST PUT ANY EGO ASIDE. REALIZE THAT YOU WILL NEVER REACH PERFECTION. ART IN ALL FORMS IS A LEARNING, CHANGING AND GROWING EXPERIENCE. A GREAT SENSE OF AWARENESS IS KEY. IN FACT, TALENT OR SKILL COMES SECONDARY TO AN OPEN MIND. FURTHERMORE, AS INVENTORS IN OUR OWN CRAFT, WE HOLD THE POWER TO CHANGE. HOWEVER, WITH AUTHORITY COMES RESPONSIBILITY. THIS TRANSLATES TO A COMMITTED FAMILIAL RELATIONSHIP WITH AN IMAGINATION INSIDE OUR SYNTHETIC WORLD. CONSEQUENTLY, OUR FEARS, SADNESS, HOPES AND DREAMS SHOULD BE A PRIORITY. BEFORE, DURING AND AFTER EVERYTHING ELSE, SELF EXPRESSION IS OUR SOURCE OF LIFE. FINALLY, A TRUE ARTIST ONLY WORKS OUT OF NECESSITY, NOT DESIRE. ONCE A SONG, PAINTING OR PERFORMANCE BECOMES AN OBLIGATION, THE HONESTY, AUTHENTICITY AND QUALITY OF OUR WORK WILL SUFFER. THERE MUST BE A DISAGREEMENT OF THE MIND AND HEART FOR ARTISTIC CONVERSATION TO TAKE PLACE ON A MEDIUM. WITHOUT THE PRESSURES OF PAIN, SUFFERING AND LOSS, OUR CREATIONS WOULD BE LIFELESS WITHOUT CHARACTER. IRONICALLY, IT IS THE NEAR DEATH OF THE SOUL THAT CAN BRING LIFE TO OUR WORK. IN THE END, THE ESSENCE OF SELF EXPRESSION, CONTRADICTING, CONFLICTING AND IRONIC FROM A REALITY WE CHOOSE NOT TO ACCEPT.

GOD BLESS,

JEF

Thank God for those Perverted Japs and Chinamen!

The MUDUM Museum is proud to present to you their first exhibition of the Ancient Eastern Shores Porn Viewing! So you see porno was invented waaaaaaaay long ago in the ancient cities of Japan and China and India... hope you enjoy leave comments we want to know what you guys think!

Thierry Mugler Ish

Some new stuff from Thierry Mugler

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