20110207

Awaking the Beast.


A whisper awakes me.

What does it say?

This is a vaguely familiar whisper.

But I do not remember where I've heard this familiar sound.

My heart has been asleep with the snow of winter.

For it was tire from the Latin charade.

When we were introduced, I felt your magnaticism allure me.

You charm entices me.

On a wild night we meet our match.

You pour your passion into the pen.

My heart beats a little louder.

Has it awoken from winter?

Ah I hear that dark whisper echoing in the distance once more.

The passion enters my soul once again.

Is there ever such thing as a goodly passionate affair?

No I guess not, but my heart does awake to dare.

20101201

Time to Fly.


I wake up today knowing I have one life to live. Today will be different than the last. Today is new. A new mind, a new body, a new me. I don't know the old me. That person was the girl of yesterday. The girl of today climbs Everest, runs through the Amazon, swims the entire mississippi, sings from her heart at the top the mountain. She knows what she wants and gets it. She expresses herself, never in fear. You can live your life in fear until you have nothing left to fear. Once you get to that peak, there is no more climbing left, now it is time to fly...

20100823

Kakorrhaphiophobia by Jep

I'm afraid I am diagnosed with kakorrhaphiophobia.

I constantly check my lists and make sure things go according to plan... I constantly am fixated and obsessed with everything that could prevent the symptoms of kakorrhaphiophobia from happening... I just need to find a fool proof way to trap that bastard in a box and make sure he never comes out... and even then he still haunts me... I need to destroy kakorrhaphiophobia.

Agendas by Jep

If there is one thing I could emphasize to people, it would be the importance of planning your agenda. Your agenda is basically your map to navigating to the end of whatever you're doing... I'll admit sometimes I don't always go all the way through with things but at the same time at least I have the map to complete it. Plan for everything the best and the worst, it doesnt matter what scenario you end up in, you'd want to know that you were semi-if not completely prepared.

Trouble by Jep

Time time time time time...

Ticking ticking ticking...

There are only so many things you can do in a span of 48 hours before you get to your 830AM flight that you have to be ready for and in the building of before 5AM...

I've gotten to know so many people... so many great people

Awesome... Thanks NY I'll be back in a couple... I just hope you miss me when I'm gone...

20100805

Excerpt from the novel AQUARIUS

Excerpt -
My father suddenly woke me,
"Son you've gotta see this! Einy and Tesla are going at it at the Cryo Lab!"
I got up and started towards the door, my eyes were still rocked shut with all that mucus shit. I looked on the floor... "Fuck where'd all my shirts go? Whatever..." I went straight for the door boxers only sprinting to the Cryo Lab...
Wow I can't believe I'm about to see two brains go at it! I ran beside the huge picture windows and I could see them mouthing off but I couldn't hear them yet... I hated the fact that the door was completely on the other side of the whole facility but I guess it was done for logical reasons, something Dr. Richards was talking about,
"Should the toxins within the chemicals we use some how find its own escape route, the fact that the doors are away from the rest of the colony could provide an extra hour in planning and prep to contain the breach."
Duh right? Finally I'm at the door punching the code in to release the door... 5,1,8,2,3,9... "Nicola Tesla you arrogant bastard! I'm the Einstein! You expect me to believe you can duplicate a human being based on electromagnetic materialization and ontop of that in the same dimension!? Insanity!